Dear yesterday and today,
I’m an awful person.
This is me, miserable. And feeling worse and worse.
Love, me
13 hours till I go back to reality. I’m so excited, I can’t even.
This is me, wearing a Hello Kitty hat. Procrastinating packing.
Love, me
Dear today,
Going back to school Sunday. I can’t wait.
This is me, looking miserable. But actually being happy.
Love, me
Dear today,
Good day today. Just hung out around the house in the morning/afternoon till I went out to dinner with my best friend and her friend from school. Definitely a fun time.
I’m super tired and it’s not even midnight. Tomorrow is running some last minute errands, and starting packing until I go to my grandma’s for Friday Night Dinner. And then Saturday is a late lunch/early dinner with my grandpa and then finishing packing. Sunday is back to Pennsylvania until May. I can’t wait. <3
This is me, smokey eyes. Happy thoughts.
Love, me
Dear today,
I blacked out my main Tumblr page. Not this one though.
I went to Walmart today and picked up some cheap bright colored sports bras, plain black vnecks, and socks. Getting into shape, officially, starting Monday. Running and working out 4 times a week, not counting doing my volunteer work, which is basically working out another 2 days. So that’s about 6 days of the week.
Went to lunch with my Grandma at this Mexican cafe. I got buffalo chicken nachos. Eating super unhealthy while I still can.
Also, my mom found my prom dress from senior year of high school. It still fit perfectly. That’s such a confidence booster, mostly bc I feel like I’ve gained mucho amounts of weight recently. But I guess I really haven’t. I just want to shed a few pounds and get somewhat in shape.
I need new sneakers. My Puma’s aren’t cutting it anymore and I don’t really want to wear hot pink Converse with cupcakes on them to the gym.
This is me, excited to start getting in shape. Ready to finally be happy with my body.
Dear today,
I’m currently wearing a sweater I bought yesterday for $7.25, greatest deal ever! And I’m listening to Accidental Babies by Damien Rice.
I can’t wait for June. Me and a bunch of my friends are going to Atlantic City for a day or two, getting a room in a hotel, and then just getting shit faced for the entire time we’re there. We’re celebrating our 21st birthdays jointly, even though some of my friends turned 21 almost 2 years ago. Oh wellll.
I’m hungry. It’s 11pm, why am I always hungry at 11pm? Whatevs.
This is me, wearing a new sweater. Being serenaded by Damien Rice.
Love, me
Dear yesterday and today,
Sorry I never got around to doing an update yesterday. I don’t even know, I could bullshit an excuse for you but I won’t. I just didn’t get around to it.
I go back to school in under a week. Only a matter of days. A matter of moments. And now that it’s around the corner I feel stressed and anxious. I just want to be back already.
This week is actually getting pretty hectic, for once. Getting things ready to go back to school, hanging out with my best friend and her friend from school and then my roommate and a few of my guy friends. And then I’m going out every day soooooo. Busy.
This is me, anxiously waiting for Sunday. When I go back to reality.
Love, me.
Dear today,
I just got home. I’m exhausted. I’m happy.
I want to go to Disney World. Right now.
This is me, wanting to sleep for weeks. Trying to maintain happiness.
Love, me.
Dear today,
It’s Friday the 13th.
Today was a pretty good day. Except now I have a massive migrane and I just want to go to sleep and not wake up for a few days. A few months. A few years.
This is me, tired as hell. Expecting my brain to explode in a few moments.
Love, me
Dear today,
Today has been significantly better than yesterday. Went to lunch at Panera with my mom and grandma at around 2 and then went to TJ Maxx. They had some stuff by The Balm there, apparently they make an eyeshadow called Caught In The Act Courtney. I need that. So badly.
I’m currently eating french toast, in my room, at 11:28pm. Yeah, losing weight is going to be sooooo easy. Boo! And I’m listening to the Get Up Kids. I always forget how much I love them. They are seriously amazing. I must remind myself to listen to them more often.
Last night everything was right and the rain was gone, one summer night’s the only time we’ve known. Shut your eyes and when you wake I’ll be gone……
I’d marry the entire band if I could.
This is me, in my pajamas. Marrying people I’ll never even meet.
Love, me